I am working on, "Just to be alive is enough". However, I am not quite there yet. I still need to honor my practices, trust myself, to be fearless, to follow my heart and intuition, to be creative, to be free, to serve others, to receive others, to stop feeling like I must explain myself and defend anything.     

I don't like the word help; however, I do like the word support. I would like support with a new adventure venture I am embarking on in Costa Rica. Many opportunities have just shown up there. Being in Costa Rica allows me to live off grid and simply in harmony with nature. It also provides me the following opportunities to create.

A. Expand a time share travel grocery service.

B. Develop and market several properties and 15 acres for an intentional self sustaining community in the eastern mountains  

C. Use rammed earth or compressed earth blocks as the medium for building, thus creating another business opportunity

D. Create a health and fitness business in the area.

These opportunities will take me to Costa Rica and away from my family for an undetermined amount of time. This is a huge stretch for my wife and I as we have not been away from each other for more than a couple of days at any time.

Life is wonderful by its nature. I see it as a canvas to consciously create with. My full engagement is what makes life most wonderful. I am embarking on a new exciting chapter of full engagement.  

I now know the location of the wellness center in the mountains near the ocean. It is Costa Rica. I see myself connecting with the ancient energy of the area near the site of the Guayabo Road. I have a home built on the ridge of a mountain near Limon overlooking the ocean. When I return to Costa Rica in 30 days I will find the actual site. The center will be a sustainable off grid green earth block structure. I will have residual income from several business including creating and selling compressed earth materials, real estate development, fitness and wellness enterprise. All these endeavors are completed in their own time. I must keep my vision alive and take the actions I can see. I notice that many of my creations first are drawn out as clearly as I can imagine. This is my gift as an artist. I must bring forth my vision on multi media giving life to the creation in my head and that which is already in existence as one universal possibility.

No rules. Rules come about when one does not hold true to the natural path of things. Rules are too rigid to survive and ultimately get eroded and broken by the river of life. Rules are a substitute for responding in the moment. Any rules I govern my life by, shoulds and shouldn'ts are attempts to decide now what needs to be felt into in the moment of what ever IS. Rules are synthesized principles imposed from outside the moment in an attempt to think we know how things should be. It is a courageous place to stand to know that we really have no patented answers that apply to all phenomena.  It is our tendency to incorrectly impose rules without any bearing or wisdom on a situation so that we don't have to think and be response-able.

Great example: http://www.wzzm13.com/news/news_article.aspx?storyid=91319

Dad makes honest mistake and his son is placed in foster care.

Every time that I think I know something about me is an alarm bell indicating that I am about to get an experience showing me that I don't know squat. If I can predict how I'll behave in certain situations this tells me that I am being reactive vs. present moment responsible and that I am using and old pattern and overlaying it onto a new situation or circumstance. I can say that I have an idea about who and what I want to experience myself as and I work to bring this ever evolving vision into being. I know what many of my cycles and unexamined beliefs and attitudes are. However, I also know there are many I have yet to see. What do I love? I love. I am called to participate in the evolution of consciousness by fully engaging in life, daring to dream and making dreams reality while noticing every moment along the way.